aand unfortunately, that's the one thing I'm not good at doing. For example, i'm currently waiting on not one, but TWO jobs that I really want. And honestly, I'd be fine if I don't get either one of them. I just need a yes or a no.
I'm just.. not good at waiting, I'm not good at doing nothing. I can't sit and wait for people to react when it involves my well being. I guess it just comes back to me wanting to be in control of situations.
And mannnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn it SUCKS.
At this point, the old me would've already sabotaged my pending chances with both companies. Probably by getting another job that would hire me quicker.
THANKFULLY, I've had so many awesome influences in my life that eases Annie's loud voice. One of them being my wonderful perfect mother. She's super supportive and has always been the voice of reason for me. I've never been able to make a life decision without her guidance. She's the best.
So yea, a STRONG Happy Mother's Day to the best mommy ever, and hopefully one of these jobs gets back with me within the week before I explode.